Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a